i can only blame myself/you can only blame me

Current Playlist

[to heal]

1. Complete "Watching Over You" album by Phil Joel
2. "Posters" by Jack Johnson
3. "New Soul" by Yael Naim
4. "Won't Go Home Without You" by Maroon 5
5. "The Scientist" by Coldplay [i can never heal without this song]
6. "Swallowed in the Sea" by Coldplay [see above]
7. "The Luckiest" by Ben Folds
8. "Brightly Wound" by Eisley
9. "Such Great Heights" by The Postal Service
10. "Daughters" by John Mayer
11. "Samson" by Regina Spektor
12. "Calendar Girl" by Stars
13. "Don't Panic" by Coldplay
14. "New Slang" by the Shins
15. "Wheel" by John Mayer
16. "Let Go" by Frou Frou
17. "Someone Saved My Life Tonight" by Elton John
18. "Can You Feel the Love Tonight?" by Elton John
19. "Vienna" by Billy Joel
20. "Your Song" by Elton John [mmm how predictable :) ]

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perhaps you are wondering why i need this healing playlist,
these lovely magic musicians who save my life everytime?
because i sometimes fuck up, real bad,
and it's usually all in my head,
and i'm really not so so bad,
but i can't help but lose it,
sometimes.
most of the time.

anyway,
GOD is all we ever really need.